tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59889132791468242232024-03-13T03:44:42.740-07:00JazmineReiJReihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08853481305448119034noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988913279146824223.post-78659411540170519662009-05-11T19:06:00.000-07:002009-05-11T19:25:16.745-07:00<span style="font-family: arial;">B L E S S I N G S</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;"><br />- missed alot of school</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">- 35th day with mr. arrogant:3</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">- best friend is back</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">- Beat ropssaa time ^_^</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">- english essay finished with in 3 days after weeks of procrastination? yee boy :)</span><br /><br /><BR> <span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">S O R R O W S</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">- miss alot of school</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">- best friend is back with a new gee ( im happy/not happy for him)</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">there are things that im not sure about.. i know im not worthy of a love story and i know you know nothing about how i feel. its not your fault. but please let me in someday. For now i need <span style="font-weight: bold;"> t<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic;">o install <span style="font-size:180%;">L O V E</span></span></span><span style="font-style: italic;"> </span>:)</span></span> <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Tech Support:<br />Yes, ma'am, how can I help you? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Customer:<br />Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Tech Support:<br />Yes, I can help you, are you ready to proceed? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Customer:<br />Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Tech Support:<br />The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart ma'am? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Customer:<br />Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Tech Support:<br />What programs are running ma'am? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Customer:<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Let's see, I have Past-Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge, and Resentment running right now</span>. </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Tech Support:<br />No problem, Love will gradually erase Past-Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of it's own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off <span style="font-weight: bold;">Grudge and Resentment</span>. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ma'am? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Customer:<br />I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Tech Support:<br />With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have completely erased. </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Customer:<br />Okay, done, <span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Love has started installing itself.</span></span> Is that normal? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Tech Support:<br />Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades. </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Customer:<br />Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error-program not run on external components. What should I do? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Tech Support:<br />Don't worry ma'am, It means the Love program is set-up to run on Internal Hearts but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it means you have to <span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Love yourself before you can Love others. </span></span></span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Customer:<br />So what should I do? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Tech Support:<br />Can you pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realise Your Worth; and Acknowledge Your Limitations.</span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Customer:<br />OK, done. </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Tech Support:<br />Now copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back. </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Customer:<br />Got it. Hey!!! My Heart is filling up with new files. <span style="font-weight: bold;">Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart</span>. Is this normal? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Tech Support:<br />Sometimes. For others it takes a while, but eventually everyone gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang-up, Love is FreeWare. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you. </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Customer:<br />I promise to do just that. By the way, what's your name? </span></p><p style="text-align: center; font-family: arial;"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Tech Support:<br />Just call me the Divine Cardiologist, also known as the Great Physician, or just "I AM." Most people feel all they need is an annual check-up to stay heart-healthy, but the manufacturer (ME) suggests a daily maintenance schedule for maximum Love efficiency. </span></p>JReihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08853481305448119034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988913279146824223.post-62904735521531185582009-04-30T16:41:00.000-07:002009-04-30T17:52:44.803-07:00nothing i expectedthe plan for today was to<br /><br />sleep on bus - didnt happen<br />be with him - didnt happen<br />run 1.5 k get it over with - didnt happen<br />sleep on bus - didnt happen<br /><br />it didn't work out for me today. & today i just couldn't go with the flow like a usually do.<br />i chose to be mad, upset, angry, i just chose to let everything affect me today.. when i could've just ignoredand accept it.<br /><br />ive been so out of it lately... i haven't been my self and i hate it<br />im changing and i can tell its for the worste.<br />I'm not like this. i hate being emotional and i hate being paranoid all the time<br />im so sorry.<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">"she's so pretty but she but doesn't always act that way</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> her mood's out swinging on the swing set almost every day</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> she said to me that she's so stressed out that it's soothing</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> and all i said was "someone get that girl a mood ring"<br /><br />relient k - mood ring<br /> <br /></span> </span></span>JReihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08853481305448119034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988913279146824223.post-41176429385908851482009-04-26T13:51:00.000-07:002009-04-26T14:11:15.150-07:00Ouch.<div style="text-align: center;">-did you kiss her?<br />-yes i did.<br /></div><br />I don't know why. but i couldn't function for the whole day yesterday because i thought about the same things over and over again. I know it shouldn't bother me at all. I'm not mad at you and I'm not mad at her, I have no reason to be. all i can say is it hurt to hear it. Even though i already knew the answer before i asked. it hurt. And for the whole day i didn't know how to talk to you, i think i played it cool enough.. so you didn't notice how much it affected me. ill try and get over this... but for now i don't want to hold your hand, i don't even want to see you but at the same time i do. why does every thing you say and everything you've already said seem like lies to me now. I'm sorry i know its stupid, and i hope i get over it.<br /><br /> I never really told you what i was most scared of... take a guess.<br /> <br /> and this is probably the most corniest thing i have ever written.<br />see what blogs due to me?<br />sorry for the rant. if anyone actually wasted their time reading this which hopefully no one is. im sorry. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />...........and this is what i was feeling today.JReihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08853481305448119034noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988913279146824223.post-12231533988230681732009-04-23T15:28:00.000-07:002009-04-23T18:35:52.924-07:00Here it goes.So the whole writing bits and pieces of my life for people to see makes me feel a little uneasy. But i think it could help me to just remember how i felt on certain days and most importantly why.. cause seriously i don't know why i do the things i do sometimes.<br />agghh its been so long since I've used html, I'm so noob :(<br /><br /><br /><br /><span style=";font-family:Arial,Helvetica;font-size:85%;" ><center>when something breaks i always get blamed, my dad.. he actually says to me that everything i touch just breaks.... im bad luck every thing i touch breaks<br />*grabs my hand<br />im not going to break <span style=";font-family:Arial,Helvetica;font-size:85%;" ></span></center></span>JReihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08853481305448119034noreply@blogger.com0